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I (36F) am having the perfect intercourse of my life with the love of my life (39F), however my sexual confidence has plummeted and I concern that it’s getting worse. We have been each sexually skilled once we received collectively, however my sexual expertise was nearly totally with cis males and hers was, attributable to earlier trauma, nearly completely as a stone prime. When she offers me pleasure, it‘s mind-blowing for each of us. The issue is round her receiving pleasure.

After we received collectively, she felt sufficient emotional security to wish to attempt receiving for principally the primary time. I used to be nervous attributable to inexperience, and due to her inexperience, she has by no means actually been in a position to inform me what she likes or needs. However we tried to discover collectively and had some experiences we each loved. However the nearer we received emotionally, the extra she discovered receiving any pleasure (even when not targeted on genitals) to be triggering and would want to cease or change gears. She additionally discovered it triggering for me to attempt to provoke intercourse. I’m a survivor too so I get it and simply wish to be supportive of her security and therapeutic in any manner I can. We had enjoyable for some time along with her all the time initiating, and with receiving off the desk for her until she explicitly stated in any other case.

Now she has come again round to wanting me to provoke and eager to obtain extra (with plenty of care and slowness since she’s going to probably nonetheless get triggered usually). However my confidence is de facto shot as I affiliate attempting to provide her pleasure along with her freezing up and needing to cease, and I affiliate initiating intercourse along with her feeling pressured and overwhelmed. I even have a giant chip on my shoulder round my lack of sexual expertise with girls, so struggling to provide my accomplice pleasure whereas she offers me a number of orgasms each time additionally makes me really feel terrible about myself. I really feel responsible for even feeling this stuff as a result of I do know (as she has informed me) that her struggles are due to her trauma and have completely nothing to do with me. However with how a lot I fear about doing the unsuitable factor and triggering her or turning her off, I really feel like I’ve completely misplaced contact with the intensely sexual and assured lover I’ve identified myself to be up to now. The place do I’m going from right here?

—Scared to (F) Up

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Proper now you’re evaluating the quantity of orgasms she offers you to the quantity you give her. That places the 2 of you in a contest and makes you are feeling poor. A method you possibly can assist your self to take a few of the strain off is by shifting the objective of intercourse from “give my accomplice orgasms” to “join with my accomplice and provides her sensations that really feel good.” While you’re initiating, consider what you’re initiating as a possibility to have interaction in bodily contact and to see the place that goes.

Think about what else you deliver to the desk. I think your ego is hurting as a result of a part of your id is as a gifted lover. What, except for delivering orgasms, are you good at? What do you present by way of sensual contact, emotional help, and your character? Broaden your idea of your worth in a relationship. Hopefully, that’ll allow you to to really feel extra assured in your self in different methods.

As for the guilt you’re feeling, due to having troublesome emotions, look—this stuff are powerful. It’s regular to get all tied up in knots when our companions have trauma responses, and it’s regular to really feel down, pissed off, or just unhealthy. You like her, she presumably loves you, and also you’re tuned into what’s occurring. You will have each motivation to work via this, and so does she. You’ve received this.


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